This is one of the biggest questions that I get. It didn't start out all that much different than it did in the first Welcome to College books. I'm not a big guy and it's amazing what a handful of determined girls can do to a small guy. They physically forced a dress and makeup on me and tied me down. Then took pictures. The combination of wanting to be released and being terrified of the pictures getting out made me putty in their hands. I gladly agreed to let them give me a more proper makeover and posed for new pictures that made it look like I actually liked dressing up. Then they had me.
In the beginning, I was terrified of the pictures being released even as I cooperated with their more and more outrageous demands. Eventually, though I got to know the girls better. They could be mean and they were putting their own enjoyment over my situation, but I guess I knew they probably wouldn't release the pictures and ruin me. However, I started to get conflicted. Yeah, I started enjoying parts of this. They also pushed the envelope, which kept me from really totally enjoying it.
Then they got the really damaging goods on me. I started worrying about just how much control they had on me and worrying about stuff accidentally getting out. Overall, I did enjoy the experience and the further I get away from it, the more it becomes a source of so many sexual fantasies and memories. I think it's something I will want to pursue for the rest of my life. Dressing up on my own doesn't cut it though, I need a woman directing the action.
Was it all positive? No. I lost out on a lot of college experiences. Dating became an impossibility without just the right type of woman who doesn't come along very often, especially at 20 years old. I didn't have a lot of the social opportunities and I do kind of wish I had a cadre of college friends in my life. However, Lebron James didn't have a normal college experience either and he's doing OK.