Wednesday, February 25, 2015
[The correct version is uploaded now. Thanks for your patience]
[Note, there was an error in the upload. Somehow the file kept in editing marks. I took the book off sale and have uploaded a corrected file. If you got a bad copy, you can redownload the corrected file for free. The original will be up by tomorrow hopefully, Amazon willing. I apologize for the inconvenience.]
After the Ordeal was inspired by two different things. First, I have had several conversations with a female dominant who swears that her friends and her have done this to guys. A lot of her stories inspired this tale. The other influence was my own imagination. I had a lot of readers of previous stories comment that they really wanted to know what happened next. At the conclusion of my story, the guy was inescapably feminized and they wanted to know what happened the next day. This story is kind of my attempt to pick up where those other stories left off.
At the beginning of the story we see Blake walking into work followed by a former coworker and two of her friends. He's been dressed up in women's clothing and evidently what had did over the weekend was horrible enough that he doesn't have a choice, but to do as they say and report to work in his feminized form. During the story, he sinks further and further into their web of feminization as they change his clothes, his home, and his behavior until he's the perfect feminized pet.
If this sounds like something you want to buy, please follow the links on this page to the book. It won't cost you any more, but I make something like 12 cents and for us struggling writers every cent counts. Here's a sample of After the Ordeal:
"Now, let's go," ordered Cheryl as she motioned for Blake to enter through the outer office doors. He hesitated, but a single raised eyebrow from Rachel convinced him that compliance was his best, if not only choice.
"We'll be back out here at five to pick you up. Don't even think of going home early, or anywhere else!" warned Cheryl, who then smiled and added with a big grin, "Have a great day Blake."
Blake slowly and very apprehensively entered his office. He had become quite accustomed to walking in shoes like this since Cheryl and her friends began their "training” of him. He attempted to quietly make his way up to the front desk believing that probably his best move would be to act like he knew exactly where and what he was doing. Unfortunately, as soon as he made it to the front desk, his attempt at bravado collapsed when Janet stopped him. She was a cute but somewhat plain secretary in her late thirties. She always looked professional, if not particularly alluring and she took great pride in her ability to run the office front desk.
"Can I help you?" asked Janet, looking him straight in the eyes.
"Uh...," he stammered, motioning ineffectually towards his own office.
"I'm sorry Miss; I don't understand. Oh, oh my goodness. Miss…Mister Darcy?" she asked, her voice rising in stunned disbelief, until it ended in a sort of squeak.
"Harrumph” Blake noisily cleared his throat, “Good morning Janet," he replied in a deep voice. "I'll be in my office. Bring me some coffee, the usual, milk and two sugars, please."
Leaving the dumbfounded woman with her mouth hanging open, he quickly made his way to his office. He’d fought so hard to get out of the shared, open plan workplace, to have an office of his own but now those four walls of Plexiglas seemed so inadequate. The other employees could see everything that he did...or as in this case, exactly what he was wearing. He didn't hold a position any higher than any of the other workers still out in the bullpen; they were all salespeople as was he, but his sales figures were always right at the top of a very competitive company. He was the best
in the team and
modicum of status was his reward.
As soon as he sat at his desk he noticed the strange looks, the barely concealed sniggers, even some outright disbelieving stares. In fact, he could have been almost passable given the right circumstances; if he didn't have to say anything, and the lighting was dim enough. However, stuck there in the fish bowl that was his office, it was just too much for anybody not to recognize the thirty-five year old sales executive in full female clothing.
Sunday, February 22, 2015
Monday, February 16, 2015
I just took my first call on Niteflirt and despite a lot of trepidation, it went great. The guy was a from San Francisco and for the past eight months had been cuckolded by his girlfriend. She had been feminizing him even longer and we discussed his situation. Now, I can see how this is something that could burn you out, but I don't think I'll ever be taking enough calls for that to happen.
For my part, I'm still learning the craft. I should probably have been more aggressive on the phone to move us to some of the sexier parts of things to make the call more exciting for him. However, this was exactly the type of call I was hoping for--sharing experiences or fantasies. It wasn't a bad way to make a little pocket change, though I don't think I'm ready to quit my day job. Now back to writing, that's the thing that's helping pay my bills.
Sunday, February 15, 2015
One thing I found really interesting was what a Google search for images of "Female Domination revealed." I saw images of guys with their head bashed in laying there dead, guys being nagged, and guys looking completely miserable. What, I couldn't find were sensual pictures of dominant women with submissive men. The best I found was from this 2010 blog post, which was almost too small for my purposes.
I will never knock another kink as long as it doesn't hurt anybody else. Just because I don't get it doesn't make it wrong or bizarre. Not a lot of people get my particular kinks and I don't feel like I'm in any position to judge or to be judged. Still, for me personally, we see wealthy white alpha men dominating women in our society all the time. It seems an odd fetish to me because it's so prevalent. I think that's a large part of the reason that I so prefer dominant women,
Saturday, February 14, 2015
10 years after my feminization, I found myself more confused than ever. I really wanted to talk to something about the amazing things that happened to me back in college, but the question was always who can I talk to? I couldn't exactly tell my guy friends and it wasn't something I would ever dream of bringing up with most of the girls I dated.
Then one day in July of 213, I met a woman online in a totally non-sexual way who made her living doing erotic feminization hypnosis on Niteflirt, I had never heard of this place and thought of phone sex as heavy breathing and then the next day finding out that the Russian mob had charged stuff to your credit card.
I started calling and like anything, I found some real duds, but I also talked to some great women who l loved talking to. One of the women, was actually the one who encouraged me to start writing my experiences leading to my second career writing erotica.
Recently, I've been encouraged to become a Flirt myself. I look at it as another way to sell my stories that aren't exclusive with Amazon. I'm even recording a few voice files to sell. I'll also take occasional calls, but I still am not sure where I fit yet. I'm submissive to women, but I'm targeting guys calling. Mostly, I want to talk about my experiences and discuss their experiences and fantasies with them. We'll see how this works. I'm going in cautiously, but I'm definitely taking the plunge.
Wednesday, February 11, 2015
Well color me surprised, but Amazon got this upload done very quickly. Had I known, I would have waited a day or two to upload. My goal is still for a Friday release, but even pre-order is no guarantee as I found out with my last book.
Alpha Theta Nu 2: At the Mercy of the Alphas, takes place right where one left off. When Candy discovers that Barbie and Dollface have gone on a panty raid at the Delta Delta Omicron house, he suspects that they've been set up. His rescue mission does not go well and all three of them are taken captive by the sorority. This story takes place mostly at the sorority house as the girls take advantage of the situation and put their plans into motion:
“Don’t piss them off. You’re going to make it worse for all of us,” pleaded Barbie.
I looked up to see Dollface being shoved into the room. She was dressed like a prom princess. I probably got off the easiest in terms of my outfit.
“Oh Hell, I see they did a number on you two,” he whined.
“We’re fucked, guys,” replied Dollface.
“We could get expelled for this,” agreed Barbie.
“Guys, we’re being restrained against our will and falsely imprisoned. Best case scenario, this has to violate the university’s hazing ban,” I argued.
“If we made a big stink, I think Alpha Theta Nu would kick us out. This sorority is so tight with our frat, and we still owe them on the loan for the frat house,” disagreed Dollface.
“Seriously, you’re worried about getting into the fraternity after all of this?” I asked.
“Of course,” replied Barbie, “this is a little embarrassing is all. It’s worth it to be part of the best frat in school. Maybe you don’t get it, but if we’re Alphas, we’re set. We’ll go to all the best parties and have all the hottest women. This is our golden ticket.”
“No, it’s not,” I insisted. “Look, for all the hot women that supposedly hang around us, name one brother who has a girlfriend.”
“They keep their options open. I would too,” said Dollface.
“You guys are nuts. As soon as I get out of here, I’m out of Alpha Theta Nu,” I replied.
“Just don’t ruin it for us, alright?” begged Barbie.
“Yeah, this means a lot to us. Don’t blow it,” pleaded Dollface.
“Guys, I came back to get you because I knew something like this would happen. Don’t you remember me telling you that the fraternity was trying to feminize us?” I asked. “Well, look at us now.”
“Just don’t blow it,” said Barbie.
“I’ll try not to,” I replied, “but who knows what these girls are up to?”
“It can’t be that bad. They’re just sorority girls,” said Barbie.
“That’s easy for you to say. You didn’t have Lauren beating the Hell out of you,” I said disgustedly motioning to my cuffed wrists.
“I told you to cooperate,” sighed Dollface.
“Do either of you have your cell phones?” I asked.
“That’s the first thing they got,” replied Barbie.
“Same,” added Dollface.
“Me too,” I concurred.
Tuesday, February 10, 2015
I warned you all that I'd be working on construction on this blog. There will be less pictures of me up and more book covers, but I will keep some pics up and rotate them regularly. College was pretty amazing and I love talking about my experiences, but the fiction is where my heart is right now, so I'm redesigning the blog to feature that. I also want to put more content in the blog posts. 8 or 9 days without an update is really inexcusable and I apologize for the delay.
I don't know when it will be out, but I uploaded the next Alpha Theta Nu story today. The first story set up the conspiracy. This story really gets into the feminization aspects. Book three reveals things and represents a real turning point for the series. I think you'll enjoy it. I'll have more when it gets uploaded. I wanted it out Friday, but Amazon upload times are insane lately so it may be tomorrow and it may be Monday.
Sunday, February 1, 2015
Whether we were tied up, pinned down, blackmailed, bullied, tricked, begged, or bribed, for many of us guys with older sisters our first experience with cosmetics was wearing Lip Smacker Lip Gloss. Other than bribery and begging, I think my sisters used all of those on me to get me to wear the flavored lip gloss. I did not have a lot of forced feminization experiences when I was younger. In fact, when I talk to other guys with multiple older sisters, I think I got off very light. However, I did have my moments with a grape flavored Lip Smacker as well as a bubble gum one.
I think the reason why I associate Lip Smacker so much with forced feminization is because it tended to be a girl's first makeup and something a girl would own in her tween years, when dressing up a helpless or unsuspecting brother or classmate sounds the most fun to her. Did you have any Lip Smacker moments?
Mashable has a story about some tough financial times for the company, but it does appear the brand will survive even if the people who make it are laid off.