Tuesday, April 14, 2015
So Why Forced Feminization
That's when I decided that I wasn't a crossdresser or a transvestite. Dressing up like a woman wasn't exciting for me. The exciting part wasn't the dressing, it was being to do it. I researched forced feminization and what I found didn't really apply to me. What I read was that guys enjoyed "forced" feminization because it let them do what they wanted to do without guilt. This wasn't me.
I realized that I craved the feeling of being in a dominant woman's control. That was the exciting part for me. Why feminization? Well think about it. If you like to present yourself as an alpha male and a woman degrades you and whips you, you can leave the dominatrix and go back to being an alpha male. If you leave the mistress and you're wearing panties and hose for the rest of the day, it's hard to feel very alpha.
It's like regular female domination with homework. Even when the girls weren't with me, if I was sitting at a vanity practicing my own makeup or walking around a dorm room mastering heels, I was never out of my mistresses' control, even when they were nowhere near me. It's a totally different mindset.